Apology to the Feminine and Masculine Energy within Us All & A Thank You To The Other...
We as humanity carry wounds within us that only LOVE'S understanding can begin to heal. We must own and accept responsibility for our emotional and mental wounds, as well as the wounds we ourselves and souls perpetrated upon other souls. If we experience it, we contain it, and if it has happened to us, our souls have done it to another, either in this lifetime or a connected incarnation (another lifetime thread of our Soul). We all carry the Original (positive quality) Divine Feminine (Emotional/Heart/LOVE) and Masculine (Mental/Mind/LIGHT) Energy aspects inside of us, and because we are playing in one of the Universes that is part of what is known as The Grand Duality Energy Experiment, where contrast exists as a possible experience, we also contain the temporary Opposite (negative quality) Shadow Emotional and Mental aspects. Awareness, acknowledgement, acceptance, forgiveness, gratitude, compassion, and unconditional LOVE are the way we transform the unconscious wounds into the Conscious Wholeness, and evolve from our self to Self, back into our Original SELF.
*NOTE to the Reader:
As you read through this, know that the words are infused with a healing energy which will tap into and begin to clear all stored similar energies from your four lower bodies (physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual), beginning a process of healing within your soul and the world around you. I hold the space for Your health, happiness, peace of mind, understanding, and continued Evolution...
Together we will heal the world! All my Love, Jamie Ferry
To the Divine Feminine Energy Presence within us All, we come to apologize for anytime we, in this present body or any other incarnation in all dimensions of time and space:
Hurt you, abused you, neglected you, raped you, murdered you, stole from you, hated you, rejected you, dishonored you, denied you, feared you, discarded you, deceived you; didn't love you, protect you, provide for you, nurture you, share with you; saw ourselves as weak because of you; thought you were ugly, inferior, superior, inadequate, weak, shameful, a bother, manipulative, nagging, sinister, slutty, bitchy, evil; were embarrassed by you, ashamed of you, confused by you, haunted by our false ideas of you; called you names, disrespected you, resented you, tortured you; caused you to cry, run, cower, hide, lie; blamed you, destroyed you, humiliated you, craved you, dominated you, bullied you, victimized you, enslaved you, disempowered you, deserted you, abandoned you, betrayed you, ravaged you, frightened you, blocked you, deprived you; saved you and then demanded re-payment; assaulted you, stalked you, framed you, manipulated you, persecuted you, condemned you, chastised you, cursed you, negated you, cheated you, forced you, preyed on you, suffocated you; discouraged your dreams and desires; doubted your intuition and knowing; didn't love you, nurture you, protect you, provide for you; held unreasonable expectations or delusions about you, or treated you in any way unbefitting the Beautiful, Amazing, Divine Feminine Heart/Mother Goddess-Energy YOU ARE.
Thank you for allowing me to explore, experience, and express all of these things, to grow an inner understanding of all that is through experiencing the contrast of all that is not. I now reclaim and restore you back to your original Wholeness inside of me.
To the Divine Masculine Energy Presence within Us All, we come to apologize for anytime we, in this present body or any other incarnation in all dimensions of time and space:
Belittled you, betrayed you, abandoned you, deceived you, castrated you, condemned you, harmed you, assaulted you, disrespected you, abused you, murdered you, stole from you, manipulated you, tortured you, raped you, destroyed you, cheated you, stalked you, hunted you, possessed you, enslaved you, frightened you, suffocated you, dominated you, cornered you, persecuted you, shamed you, embarrassed you, rejected you, discarded you, dishonored you, controlled you, neglected you, bullied or victimized you, resented you, hated you, feared you, mislead you, doubted you and your capacity; caused you to become crazy, disconnected, distorted, cold, cruel; discouraged your dreams, goals, and plans; called you names; thought you were ugly, inferior, superior, weak, inadequate, lacking, stupid, not enough; didn't love you, care for you, nurture you, protect you, provide for you, or share with you; held unreasonable expectations or delusions about you, or treated you in any way unbefitting the Beautiful, Amazing, Divine Masculine Mind/Father God-Energy YOU ARE.
We Acknowledge it and Accept responsibility for it all. We Apologize for it all, and Forgive ourselves for it, as well as choose to Forgive others for their participation in exploring our wounds and wounding, and release it ALL Now into the Hands of LOVE, as we Appreciate the energy for all it taught us, bathing it in our Gratitude and Compassion. Thank you for allowing me to explore, experience, and express all of these things, to grow an inner understanding of all that is through experiencing the contrast of all that is not. I take command over the energy and ask the energy of LOVE to come in and clear all the memories, related energies and shadow effects from the space, and fill it all with the perfect, purifying energy of Source LOVE. I now reclaim and restore it back to the original Wholeness inside of me.
A Thank You to the OTHER:
Beloved OTHER (Mother, Father, Child, Brother, Sister, Family, Stranger, Friend, Enemy, Lover, Partner, Companion, Co-creator):
We dreamt a billion dreams and built a billion lives. We danced, we fought, we made love, we explored, we expanded and contracted, compressed and expanded once again, repeating the process more times than we can remember.
I became the worst in you and the best, and you the worst in me and my best. We harmed each other and the world. We healed each other and the world. We played and sang and wrote the stories of lifetimes on the waves of time and space, and unfolded our divinity in worlds vast and different.
And here we are now, playing again--oh how I love to dance with thee in the space of uncertainty or clarity. For me it matters not where we may be, so long as we are there, TOGETHER.
To you I extend my hand in gratitude, and thank you for being everything you were, are, and will be:
~For wearing masks of beauty and ugliness with the grace of the Divine
~for showing me the totality of my minute self and my magnificent self
~for reminding me of my weakness and my strength
~for revealing to me the TRUTH of whom I AM through the mirror of both our wicked and wonderful selves/Selves.
You are my Blessing, no matter what clothes or face you wear, you teach me it all, and allow me to teach it all to you.
Thank You for Breathing, for Being, for Believing in your grossness and greatness, and mine!
Thank you for showing up and playing out whatever emotions beg to be unearthed and set free from within you and me.
Thank you for floating through the thoughts that flood the space, longing to find a place to be seen, known and expressed.
Thank you for acting in all the ways we are/were meant to act.
Thank you for being open to exploring the spaces in between me and you and all the worlds that are the playgrounds of the Divine.
My heart fills with love for you and an overwhelming gratitude for all our chances (past, present, and future) to play together!
This is the dance of the divine.
All my love, Jamie